Is there a feeling worse than knowing that your feelings for the person you love is not returned? But somehow, I've now found myself in this situation 3 times already. Each time, I pour my heart and soul out for that person, I give them everything I have. And each time I am disappointed by seeing it all lying disregarded... I know that love cannot be forced and it cannot be explained, but it does not mean that it does not hurt every time my feelings are not treasured and are instead dumped to one side.
However, this last time, I have found myself not being able to let go. Although he has already told me that he does not like me, I still find myself giving him all my thought, all my attention and all my feelings. Willingly. Is it selfish of me to continue liking him? It seems unfair on him to have to put up with my feelings when he just wants to remain as good friends, it'll be a burden to him and I am the last person to want to cause him distress... I wish I could control my heart and thoughts, tell them that I shouldn't linger on something that is not mine, no matter how much I give, I will gain nothing but sadness in the end...
About Me
- Mochi ^o^
- This is what I'd like to accomplish: To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. As this is to have succeeded.
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